Finally, after more than 2 weeks of taking care of my father at the hospital... HE MADE IT!!!
From brain stroke condition, he actually made it to winning point. at last, now my mind is at ease now. all he have to do now is to recover, take the therapy and he's all set to go back home. its a pain for me not to take care of him for now because i have to return to school now. but i know my father understand that, and since my mother is at his side, and at his present condition, im not worrying that much as of now.
i would like to thank specially to my friends who support and pray to my father's health and goodness. as iv'e said to my last blog, i'll will do any possible thing i can do to return the good deeds to you guys, anybody could think of this as a thankful thing, even though your not physically present, but the presence through prayers are there, thats other reason why my father made it. this will be my very best father's day i ever had as of now. from my heart again i thank you all.
for my girl whom i missed so much, you know the situation and you i know you understand my state and i thank you for being there all the times. i love you so much mah... i always had and i always will.
not totally but im back online. there are things i wan to share to you all... things that i've learn from 16 days that i spent inside the hospital. 3 precious and important words/phrases
THANK YOU - i often use this one, i was thinking everywhere i listen inside the hospital, i could hear this words, mostly on elevator hahaha WTF just on bringing you up and down by an attendant they say thank you. then i realize, the time they spent everyday just standing there pressing the floor buttons and shouting "UP" or "DOWN" or floor number, they worth those words, or even more. from that day, i even use THANK YOU just about on anything that i could say it, even though i really dont do that or use those words often. even on little things people could do for you.
SORRY - everybody could say this, even the street children across emergency exit saying these. i use this if i do BIG mistake or if i did things wrong, yeah everybody say that usually on that scenario, but how about on little things like if you bump a shoulder of other people on a crowd or something like that. most of the people in hospital are not like that. but i've learn that saying sorry is a good deed too. why? just for bumping with others is not a sin neither a crime, but the thing is there's an incident happens and even if it is a little thing for others, saying sorry is like giving a way for that matter to settle up, less talking, no arguements, and most important, respecting others. now isnt a good one? i could feel ease and respect to and from others when somethings happen like that.
I LOVE YOU - a little confession here. i occassionally use these words. yeah i do type online or say it to my girl, but ask typical people, 4 out of 10 people use this or say this to their parents more times than saying "mama/papa can you buy this for me" or "mama/papa can you do this for me". im thinking this since our 4th day on the hospital. why i didnt say it all the time when i have time with my father before he got sick? if he didnt get sick, will i say the same thing to him? i realize i should. everybody should do it. dont waste anytime if your with your love ones, just saying those three little words means a lot to them, and in return to you. the comfortable feeling of being with them is the precious moment of our lifetime. just by saying those little words, they could tell how important they are to you. how you care for them. you'll chrish them as you get older.
i dont acutally good at english, only in math hahah but still somehow this should be understand by everybody. i cant please eveybody... sorry >.<
THANK YOU for the people that really cares for me, starting from GOD who always there, my Family since my birth, my friends since i gain knowledge on the outside world, and to the people thinks the same way... Thank you...
SORRY for the people i get troubled with in past years of my life. i cant actually say them name after name, sorry for wrong things i've done, my mistakes that i did, people i didnt and couldnt helped, for the people i didnt remembered or i ignore when im needed, im sorry... i'll do straight things up from now on, and i'll do my best to fill up those spaces.
I LOVE YOU of course to my family specially to my parents, you know how important you are to me, even if my dad didnt get sick, you know how much i love you, even though some of your friends think im the black sheep, you could tell if it is true or not. I LOVE YOU mom and dad. to my friends who always there, some say everybody will leave you when the time comes, but true friends will be there and never leave you. so thank you all and i love you.
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you know i love you all my friends and for those on not on the list, you know you've been a part of me so thank you. and for my girl... hmm... i lost track on what i have to say.... hahaha just kidding i love you so much mah... you know i do... dont worry to much, just take care of yourself always ok? i love you... miss you!
