I decided to come with my girl sa isang religious group kasi she will sing with a choir. No, im not shifting from religion to hers, and i have no plans sa paglipat, lalo na ng makarinig ako ng mga bagay bagay na di ko maintindihan, and  syempre isama na natin ung paniniwala, for me, di sya suitable para tanggapin.

I just want to be cleared on this one. Kung meron man ma o-offend, sorry, again this is my random thoughts, my opinion, my comments, if you have one, share it to me.

After my girl and their choir sings, meron nagpalabas ng mini-movie about this pastor. Congratulations for him kasi nahirang na syang obispo ng kanilang, err.. society? tama nga ba? religion yan siguro hehe. Syempre me mga taong nag sspeech about and for him, Eto mga example which im reffering about what im trying to say on the 1st paragraph.

1. TEACH "ONLY" THOSE WHO LEARN GOOD

Literally, not opposing with their beliefs, but pareho lang kami naniniwala kay God, but why did he says teach only who learns good? what about the other sides na merong PAGASA na magbago? or for those people have their second chances in life na ang kelangan lang nila eh motivation from people who cares? God didnt choose those people, If God could walk, talk, and teach each one of us now, di sya mamimili di ba?

2. SALITANG KANTO NA "MAMATAY MAN AKO"

Duh? Salitang kanto ba yun? "PAPATAYIN KITA" baka un ang salitang kanto, and what the hell is "salitang kanto" anyway? me iba pa ba nun or mas malala like "salitang eskinita"?

3. SINABI NYA NA AKO ANG MAGBIBIGAY DAAN SA TAO. AKO'Y HINIRANG NG DIYOS TO LEAD PEOPLE THAT BELIEVES IN THIS RELIGION

Kung sakin lang, walang katotohanan ung sinabi nyang un, nakausap ba talaga nya? or the higher priest and bishops ang talagang nagluklok sa kanya to lead that division, because they only believe that he could lead those people according to their religious beliefs??

4. PEOPLE WILL BLESSED WITH RICHES AND GOODS, GOD IS THE ONLY ONE WHO REALLY WORKS.

What about the sayings "Nasa Diyos ang awa, nasa tao ang gawa"? In reality, you only believe in HIM, in his words, pero ikaw pa din ang gagawa through your future. Ung 1st part ng number 4 nagisip lang me kasi after they said that, binigyan ako ng donation envelope, and sabi sakin nung kasama ng girl ko, di daw pwedeng walang ilagay. WTF? Donation ba tawag dun? it should be involuntary right?

Im not opposed with that religion, In fact, I dont care kung anu pa man religion mo. Friend kita, Family or Relative kita, Asawa kita, Kahit ano religion mo, i doesnt matter to me or making it for a big deal. Masaya ako kasama ka, and nagkakasundo un ang mas importante sakin.

They say we should UNITE, but bakit me pagkakataon na nagtatalo-talo ang mga religion because of their beliefs?

"RELIGION DIVIDES PEOPLE"

Salamat po sa pagbabasa... wala lang ako magawa eh and naisip ko lang ung nangyari last saturday. See even though na magkaiba kami religion ng girl ko, still we are happy di ba? heheh

OT:Love You Mah! =D

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Finally, after more than 2 weeks of taking care of my father at the hospital... HE MADE IT!!!

From brain stroke condition, he actually made it to winning point. at last, now my mind is at ease now. all he have to do now is to recover, take the therapy and he's all set to go back home. its a pain for me not to take care of him for now because i have to return to school now. but i know my father understand that, and since my mother is at his side, and at his present condition, im not worrying that much as of now.

i would like to thank specially to my friends who support and pray to my father's health and goodness. as iv'e said to my last blog, i'll will do any possible thing i can do to return the good deeds to you guys, anybody could think of this as a thankful thing, even though your not physically present, but the presence through prayers are there, thats other reason why my father made it. this will be my very best father's day i ever had as of now. from my heart again i thank you all.

for my girl whom i missed so much, you know the situation and you i know you understand my state and i thank you for being there all the times. i love you so much mah... i always had and i always will.

not totally but im back online. there are things i wan to share to you all... things that i've learn from 16 days that i spent inside the hospital. 3 precious and important words/phrases

THANK YOU - i often use this one, i was thinking everywhere i listen inside the hospital, i could hear this words, mostly on elevator hahaha WTF just on bringing you up and down by an attendant they say thank you. then i realize, the time they spent everyday just standing there pressing the floor buttons and shouting "UP" or "DOWN" or floor number, they worth those words, or even more. from that day, i even use THANK YOU just about on anything that i could say it, even though i really dont do that or use those words often. even on little things people could do for you.

SORRY - everybody could say this, even the street children across emergency exit saying these. i use this if i do BIG mistake or if i did things wrong, yeah everybody say that usually on that scenario, but how about on little things like if you bump a shoulder of other people on a crowd or something like that. most of the people in hospital are not like that. but i've learn that saying sorry is a good deed too. why? just for bumping with others is not a sin neither a crime, but the thing is there's an incident happens and even if it is a little thing for others, saying sorry is like giving a way for that matter to settle up, less talking, no arguements, and most important, respecting others. now isnt a good one? i could feel ease and respect to and from others when somethings happen like that.

I LOVE YOU - a little confession here. i occassionally use these words. yeah i do type online or say it to my girl, but ask typical people, 4 out of 10 people use this or say this to their parents more times than saying "mama/papa can you buy this for me" or "mama/papa can you do this for me".  im thinking this since our 4th day on the hospital. why i didnt say it all the time when i have time with my father before he got sick? if he didnt get sick, will i say the same thing to him? i realize i should. everybody should do it. dont waste anytime if your with your love ones, just saying those three little words means a lot to them, and in return to you. the comfortable feeling of being with them is the precious moment of our lifetime. just by saying those little words, they could tell how important they are to you. how you care for them. you'll chrish them as you get older.

i dont acutally good at english, only in math hahah but still somehow this should be understand by everybody. i cant please eveybody... sorry >.<

THANK YOU for the people that really cares for me, starting from GOD who always there, my Family since my birth, my friends since i gain knowledge on the outside world, and to the people thinks the same way... Thank you...

SORRY for the people i get troubled with in past years of my life. i cant actually say them name after name, sorry for wrong things i've done, my mistakes that i did, people i didnt and couldnt helped, for the people i didnt remembered or i ignore when im needed, im sorry... i'll do straight things up from now on, and i'll do my best to fill up those spaces.

I LOVE YOU of course to my family specially to my parents, you know how important you are to me, even if my dad didnt get sick, you know how much i love you, even though some of your friends think im the black sheep, you could tell if it is true or not. I LOVE YOU mom and dad. to my friends who always there, some say everybody will leave you when the time comes, but true friends will be there and never leave you. so thank you all and i love you.

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you know i love you all my friends and for those on not on the list, you know you've been a part of me so thank you. and for my girl... hmm... i lost track on what i have to say.... hahaha just kidding i love you so much mah... you know i do... dont worry to much, just take care of yourself always ok? i love you... miss you!

Now im facing my most hardest phase of my life... and i have a little favor to ask

1. For User Support especially to grouped.multiply.com and multiply.multiply.com and to my group learn2teach.multiply.com, the complies, Suggestions, and Problems im sorry i cant continue to answer to all... for my group i'll pass the administrative power to my online buddy jnamakulit and mam maria (mariatv)... please assist and help them in any possible way you can...

2. To my friends... i really miss you all... its just that i have deal my own problem which really need my focus and almost all of my time...

my father is at the hospital right now (Makati Medical Center) answering his problem about his heart. Last friday he celebrate his last day with his co-office workes at Allied Bank... because of mixed emotions mostly with joy and sadness... then the incident happen... still on bed... on critical condition, but he's at more ease position in conpare on two nights he spent on emergency room... still as ive said on critical condition, he's still facing and coping up with his situation... the only good news is he's getting better than the last time we got him and put him on emergency room.

(sorry for my english... im having a hard time to think right now because on our situation, hope you understand my situation)

for now we, my families, asking for all of your prayer, spiritual support, for my father... for his safety and health...

for my friends at NBC and my relative, here's my contact number +639154680443

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thank you... i'll miss you all... love you all..

love you mah... miss na kita :(

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WOAH! akalain mong ganito na tayu katagal? :)) masaya lang me na kahit alam kong miss na miss mo na ko and ako din naman... andyan ka pa din lagi di ba? syempre ako din nangako ako sayu alang iwanan di po ba?

in just understanding each other i know tatagal pa tayu di po ba? syempre kasama na ung love dun which the fact is di mawawala. kahit me mga trials tayu sa buhay... andito pa din tayu... masasabi ko ng matatag but not quite finished yet, 4 months na lang mah anniv na natin :)) excited na ko now pa lang... lam mu na :)) :"> weeee ayii!!! :">

the other night i was thinking things about us... bumabalik sa alaala ko ung 1st monthsary natin... weh di lang naman un pero un lagi ung bumabalik sa utak ko... weh kasi dun na tayu nagsimula... lalo na ung 1st date natin. it sounds corny and baduy pero it worth a lot of things kung bakit andito na tayu sa stage na to. even though me mga tampuhan... hanggang dun lang, but expect more to come... and kaya naman natin lahat un eh... bsta andyan ka to understand and ako din sayu...

Happy 8th Monthsary satin mah! its our v-day pero di tayu magkasama... weh thats ok... babawi akew sayu... huhuhu i miss my asawa soo much :((

sa mga ggraduate ngayong March... weh Congrats ng madami ;) now more challenges and experiences to come and overcome. naalala ko lang ung graduation days ko... xhiet parang lagi me iiyak =)) well lot of us weh ganun talaga mapa lalake man or lalake (weh it depends if ur a stupid homo na wala kang kaibigan) masarap na malungkot kung iisipin mo't babalikan...

for fresh graduates... pick on career na talagang gusto nyo hindi ung pinuwersa lang dahil sa kung anu mang dahilan... kasi di ka masisiyahan.. ang product... di ka aangat di ba? syempre choose the right path which suits you. syempre wag nyu kaligtaan ung past... yan ang magiging treasure chest mo sa kahit na anong aspect.. memories, mga natutunan mo, friends... lahat.

present... weh either pahinga or mag asikaso na kayu ng mga kelangan nyu kung mag aaply ng new job or aakyat for colleges para di kayu mahirapan ;) me... naghahanda na for 2nd course ko :)) La Salle Dasmarinas... here i come!!! =))

Best inspirations: God, Family, Friends, GF/BF/wife/husband ;)

go reach your goals in life... wala makakapigil sa inyu kung i pupursue mo... wala din impossible kung pag iigihan mo di ba? =))

based on my experiences... ayoko n ng ganung path like nung ginawa ko... di lang me ang nahirapan... weh kaya eto... i will prove once again na kaya ko isukli muli lahat ng paghihirap ng magulang ko ;)

again sa mga fresh graduates, and sa mga ggraduates GOODLUCK ^:)^ :)>-

caption from the song Dont say goodbye, say goodnight... lam nyu ba yun? di kew din sigurado kung yun nga ung title =)) and di kew din sure kung sinu kumanta :)) anyways maganda yang song na yan weh no... parang me pagkakahawig lang sakin, ang difference lang is sakin di sya sumasapol sa topic na pag ibig.

well since i want to pursue my 2nd course, syempre di naman siguro pwede na pagsabayin ko work and school. i mean kaya ku un pero siguro nakakapagod na din. sa mga old post ko dito... you should know what im trying to say...

pagod na ko sa sistemang di na ko natutuwa... i love my work, pero ung pamamalakad hindi na. i dont know exactly what happened pero habang tumatagal, nahihirapan na din naman ako. maraming reasons, madaming good reasons kaya ko nasasabi to. ayoko din naman kimkimin lang sa sarili ko, even the closest friends of mine dito samin eh alam tong mga hinanakit and dahilan ko kung bakit ko gagawin to.

i've started here sa pc shop na to since december last last year. sa totoo lang talagang madami akong nagawa dito and madami din akong binago dito even though i dont manage this shop. sa loob ng lagpas 1 taon ko dito, and my way of thinking, i realized na... eto na... tama na...

madali lang ako umadopt sa work lalo na sa environment, kelangan mo to pag newbie ka pa lang. i dont think this as a professional work kasi sa the only thing na pinasok ko to is to have experience kung pano tumatakbo sistema ng management sa shop, pang libangan ko kasi nakakabato sa bahay, money is optional well since this is work, syempre expect na me bayad. kahit sa maliit na halaga lang i dont care na sa una, kasi maganda pa pakikitungo and pamamalakad noon.

after they've switched managers, nagbago na din lahat, di naman biglaan pero parang on, off until sa lagi na lang ganun ung nangyayari, mantakin mo naman ung even sa loob lang ng 1 taon di ba. ako basta work lang pero syempre nakikiramdam din ako, pag eto na, and di ko na ma take syempre naghahanap ako ng masusumbungan ko. si Snoox, sya ung apo ng me ari nento, bale sya ung pamangkin ng nag mamanage ngayun ng shop. and syempre sa best buddy ko si Demi, wala akong maitago dyan, kasi ganun sya sakin, give and take lang.

since then parang iba na tingin ko sa shop. nakakapagod na din talaga, nagbabalak din me magbuo ng ganito, pero siguro mga 2nd year ko sa 2nd course ko saka ko bubuuin, pero pag nagkaroon na ko nento and nagkaroon me ng bantay... di ko aapply pamamalakad nila dito.

sorry pero minsan nag sisinungaling na lang din me sa gf ko like "kumain ka na ba? opo mah kumain na ko" even though na hindi. minsan lang naman un pero merong incident na nangyari ung 3 consecutive days i mean FTW? wala akong lunch ng 3 days. kasi dito dati dinadalhan ako, weh since nalaman ko na meron pala akong allowance for my lunch syempre tinigil ko na and kunin ko na un syempre sayang eh. then nung tinigil ko na, syempre ako lang and ung amo ko natitira dito, sinu pa ba bibili ng pagkain?

=)) sabi kew na eh yan sasabihin nyu... ako? lolz di ako nu... ung amo ko kasi pag lunch nauwi sa kanila para dun kumain, before sya umuwi hinahatidan nya ko ng lunch dito. pero bigla na lang nagbabago every day. meron times na di nagkakaganun so no choice ako and since wala akong kasama, nagpapa utos ako sa kung sinong ma uutusan ko dito. weh syempre nakakahiya na din syempre araw2x un tapos uutusan mu lang sila di ba? pero wala me magawa, so as pag ganti nililibre ko sila dito sa shop...

so days passes, di naman sa abuso pero di naman pwedeng laging ganun di ba? kasi sayang din ung kita ng shop since libre lang sila... weh kaya napipilitan na ung amo ko na sya na ang bumili... but habang tumatagal... dumadalas... yes, di lang 1 or tatlong beses nangyari ung incident na un. well thats ok... this is just an exploitation... and an example ng mapangit na management ng pc shop.

kaya ko kasi pinagdidiinan to just because dati nasabi na nila ung pagiging professionalism nila eh. there was an incident na ang alam ko talaga sarado kami on that day, pero di pala so yun alam ko kaya di me pumasok, thehn pinatawag nila ako... diskusyunan kesyo ganito ganyan the thing is ikinumpara pa nila sa office work ung management nila. oo alam ko mali ako kasi di ko sinigurado, pero kung iisipin mo ung pagiging professionalism nila about dun sa ganung bagay since di naman din na clarify sakin di ba? parehas lang pero kk lang un pero ung sinasabi nila sa word na pagiging profesionalism weh di ko talaga matatanggap un...

and isa pa... pag nag checking na kami ng kita i.e. for this week naakapagtaka lang... kasi even though na malakas ung shop that day i.e. "naka 1,800" kami ang lumalabas (this is fact) sinasabi nila 900, 1,2000? WTF then pag mahina abot abot sisi nila na kung bakit wala silang masyadong kita for that week di ba? i dont mind their vices, since ak naman nagbabantay all i care is ung responsibility ko dun sa shop... ang di ko din ma take is ung pag nakikita mu silang naglulumo or nagtataka or nakukunsumi sa mga problema sa shop dahil unti kita? F*ck them masyado kasi silang mabisyo.. masyado silang maluho... di naman nila maayus ung pamamalakad nila which is the first basis na dapat nilang naiisip imbes na dun sa mga kalokohang pinaggagagawa nila sa buhay nila... di lang nila hinahatak ung shop pababa, pati mismo sariling buhay nila.

come to think of it... pumasok me dito sa career na to na parang volunteer na din weh... since tropa ko ung pamangkin nila (former na nagbabantay) weh syempre feeling ko ok ako dito, even though na di talaga ko dapat dito since me tinapos naman ako... sakin lang is... parang ayoko ko pa mag work... well two things kasi for that matter. me binabantayan me which is my father coz isang atake na lang eh bibigay na talaga sya kaya di din me makalayo dito... another thing is gusto ko pa i enjoy ung pagiging free after graduation.

now ung bagong bantay dun sa shop na inalisan ko is one of my friend syempre di maiiwasan na magkasumbungan ng hinanakit since nangyayari din daw sa kanya un. weh un nga eh bago pa lang nakikita na nya ung baho ng shop na un... ako almost 1 1/2 years na ko dun. naaawa me sa kanya pag nag uusap kami (babae pa naman) syempre as for being older than her pinapayuhan ko. gusto ko syang ilayo dun sa ganung environment.

compared dun sa kumukuha sakin, well di naman dapat pero di ko din maiwasan ikumpara kahit na di pa nag sstart ung pag work ko dun. mantakin mong 400/day+necessities di ba? sa kanila 100/day then me allowance na 30, kunin mu man un or hindi 100/day pa din tsk! swelduhan pa lang un... pano pa ung pamamalakad nila. now since nag merge na ung dalawang shop (its a 3 branch shop) sa iisang lugar... ung friend ko has no choice na bantayan lahat un... the worst part is... ganun pa din ung sweldo nya and pamamalakad dun i mean FTW? kahit sino maiintindihan ung lagay na un... and parang nobody cares except us na tropa na... tsk3x nakakadismaya lang. ask ko tropa sabi ko kung me mga balak silang mag trabaho dun... iisa lang ang sagot and that is N.O.!!!

di naman sa sinisiraan ko sila, its just that mayroon lang mga bagay na dapat baguhin instead of iinherit nila sa mga bagong bantay ung sistema nila di ba? weh the fact tells truth and i see it and hear it everyday galing din mismo sa mga bagong bantay nila. sana lang they should implement more efficient system na pag inacquire ng bantay nila eh ung tipong hindi na sila lalayuan unlike me and 4 more friends of mine na nanggaling dun...

in respect to Snoox (pamangkin ng may ari na nagbabantay din paminsan minsan and the technician of the 3 shops) wala naman ako masisisi sa kanya kahit sya alam nya ung mga hinaing na un and even him eh na eexperience din nya yan... i know he has more stories to tell than mine or any of us na nagbantay dun. but he has no choice since matatanda sa kanya un and tiyuhin pa nya...

sa kabilang shop naman (etong binabantayan ko currently) sinabihan lang me kung ppwede ako.. di ko kagad decline since alam ko mamalakad ung amo dito... mas maayus kesa dun sa dalawang nag merge. kung sa una pa lang dito ako na destino... well siguro until now andito ako and wala akong maisusulat na ganito about them.

now im keep on working for better things, nag quit na ko dun sa shop mga 3 weeks na... i dont regret anything at all in fact, sabi ko sa sarili ko eto na best decision na nagawa ko from that environment.

nakakapag ipon na ko for my own pc shop... and thinking about this... hindi ko magagawa un kahit na me trabahador ako or whatsoever... i can do better things than them, sakin lang ma realize nila yung sistema nila na di tama... as in walang tinama :))

sa mga amo dyan ng kung anung business, dont ever get to this point na maging ganito sistema nyu sa mga tauhan nyu... promise ko sa inyu na wala ding magtatagal sa inyu and wala ding pupuntahan ung pinaghihirapan nyu..

akalain mu un nasa 7th months na tayu :"> ayus di ba? hehe wala lang masayang masaya lang me today :"> pewo syempre, medyu sad pa din kasi, di tayu magkikita today pewo bawi ka dapat tom ha? hehehe =))

siguro there are times na di na din natin napapansin kung ilang buwan na or taon ang lumilipas. mapapaisip ka na lang like last christmas (putas december na naman... parang nung isang linggo lang pasko ah =))) di ba? merong mga oras na ganun. di mu na kasi naiisip un eh, ang mahalaga eh ung nangyari sa mga oras na un. memories, moments, occassions etc...

masarap balik balikan ung mga nangyari, lalo na ung mga masasaya syempre, meron ding mga problema pero kung iisipin mo, andito ka na sa stage na to, ibig sabihin nalagpasan mo na and u did survive. experiences will teach you too di ba? i remember pa pag magkasama kami ng gf ko, either sa mall or sa ibang lugar, lamon mcdo :-p nuod sine window shopping (hehe wala kami masyado pera kaya literal na window shopping lang, tinggin lang sa salamin =))) but it doesnt really matter anyways for me, kasi mahalaga dun ung presence ng bawat isa hindi lang emotionally, but physically as well.

sorry po nga pala kanina madaling araw, nag celebrate lang me kasama tropa, weh isinelebrate kew na ung 7th monthsary natin kahit ktxt lang kita nun masaya lang me. tomorrow magkasama uyet tayu hahaha!!! i cant wait since last sunday pa =)) mukha me tanga na sana sana saturday na =))

we both know how much we love each other. katulad ng lagi kung sinasabi mahal na mahal po kita mah. sabihin na nilang baduy or whatever wala me pakialam haha basta i know that fact and masaya tayu di ba? kahit na me mga problema bale wala lang sakin. in future me mga mas malalang problema pa. but i know malalagpasan natin lahat un, na were still both together.

Binded by love we are Tied by Fate.

I Love You So Much Mah!!! Love You So Much Po!!!

:-* mwahugz >:D<

what can i do for such things to satisfy myself? i mean, kung sa pangsarili ko lang, wala din akong mararating eh, with the fact na tinulungan ka din ng ibang tao, so why dont i return the favor di ba? as much as i can do i will help, syempre uunahin mo sarili mo, but then again, if you can share it, mas magandang ipamahagi mo.

2 things:

your image could change depends on your works. kung ano ipapakita mo sa kanila, dun na sila magbabase ng thinking nila kung anung pwedeng maging "description" mo sa kanila. almost all of us eh ganito ang sistema kung pano ka nila kikilalanin. its up to the individuals kung ano gusto mong maging tingin nila sayo.

self image of yours could depend on them. kadalasan ang tao kasi nag iinherit o nag aadopt yan kung anung merong environment ung kinabibilangan nya. pag naging iba ka... out-of-place ka na, most of the times dedma ka na hehe, well nasasabi ko to based on my experiences. like this one group, dati di naman ako ganito, di ganyan, but nung napasama ako sa system nila, nagbago ang lahat, well nung una di naman ako maka sabay, basta tahimik lang ako, then me pumansin sakin like "bat andyan ka lang sa sulok, gusto mo ng kasama?" syempre for me parang starting point na un, and tama nga, after that, a lot of talkings been made then me makiki join, and again and again na di mu na mamamalayan eh andun ka na pala sa loob ng group =)) the thing is, if you feel comfortable with this group, kahit ano pa man environment nila, kumbaga me makukuha kang traits o gawain nila, even attitudes. then syempre other groups will simply describer your group as a whole and since dun ka din nakabilang, technically ganun ka din haha =))

pero siguro its our own will din naman kung magbabago ka or hindi eh, if the fact tells that you want to join them but then again ur opposite of that group, its either you will find another or makiki relate ka sa kanila.

sa nangyari sa past net life ko, wala naman akong sinisisi kung nagbago man ako. kasi madami ring taong nakatulong sakin kaya andito ako ngayun sa stage kung saan nila ako inilagay. di naman lahat ako lang ang gumawa. most of the times humahanap ako ng katuwang ko para ma achieve ko ung goal ko or kung ano man gusto ko.

putas umagang umaga ang gulo ng utak ko kung anu2x sinusulat ko dito nyahahaha =)) but na lang libre lang to kaya sulat lang ng sulat =)) well dati kasi kinikimkim ko lang sa sarili ko kung anu man ung naiisip ko pag wala akong kasama, weh now ayan malalaman nyu na, atleast me blog na ko na mapapagsabihan ko or mabubuhusan ko kung anu man nilalaman ng pag iisip ko, or kung anu man iniisip ko sa ngayun.

ikaw, katulad ba kita? or pareho ba tayu ng aspeto?

"kaibigan... usap tayo..." - boy abunda

LMFAO =))

"This guy is inlove with you... PARE" wala lang napakinggan kew habang upload me ng mp3. nakakatamad this day merong makulit, merong pampam merong... wah! madami... ignore na lang wala din naman me mapapala dun, i dont give a fawk of their damn sicknesses, basta i will do what i can and will be what im supposed to be. mahirap ding bigla ka na lang mag aangas  dun pa lang tagilid na ugali mo. i would say keeping the low profile while being like hidden and doing some great stuffs na ung mga nakapaligid sayu eh sila na lang ang makakapansin kahit di mu na i provoke. well anyways... there are some like that. and as ive said i dont care.

sad to say there are times na naging ganun din ako... but now... alam ko na kung bakit there are people na di ko nakasundo... dahil sa ganun ako dati...

speaking of past, naalala kew lang ung mga taong natulungan at tinulungan ako noon, di naman exactly namimili but i do found out and sorted out who's worthy and gusto ko talagang maging close. siguro out of 100 mga 5 to 6 dun ang rejected or i just ignore them kahit anu pa gawin nila i dont give a xhit.

glad to know na even my friend's friends eh nakakasundo ko. kahit pa taga ibang bansa like sa mga online games (RO, gg-games, etc...) and lalo na sa ym, aywan kew lang basta pag napag tripan kew na kausapin di ko na tinitigilan until na mag log out sya, or me gagawin me na mas importante, and maganda pa nun, sila din nagiging ganun pa sakin. once merong incident na nakilala ko bagong friend then her friends invited me to a confe. since then bago me nawala nung november sa circulation ng yahoo chat weh hinahanap hanap daw me haha!

looking on the bright side masaya ang feeling ng ganun di ba? meaning ur gaining more friends, binding more friendsip to different peoples, making yourself more confiodent, and syempre building the important thing in relationships... "trust" (not condom lolx)

now, since your gaining them all, isa lang naman ang momonitor mo eh... syempre un pa din... "trust" (sabing not the condom weh!) kasi for me yan na din ung nagiging basehan ko who's people are worthy to gain mine. not just giving all of that to them... syempre babasahin mo din every situations, every incidents while watching your backs, madami na din kasing ganyang pangyayari, tropa na turing mo, binack stab ka pa, since then natuto na ko.

sa tingin ko walang exact traits kung magiging close kau or hindi, siguro nasa pakikisama na ng bawat isa un. every words eh pinakikinggan maigi, every actions eh tinitignan every reactions eh pinagmamasdan. ganun ako eh kaya un pagkakaintindi ko. as soon as i meet somebody new, tinitignan ko na talaga kung me possibilities, pag wala, weh anu pa magagawa ku eh di bahala sya

after all of this, can you judge me kung ano ako as kaibigan? best friend? tropa? pare? kapatid? brother? brod? kosa?

i dont count, i just do statistics, even my ex gf's, mga dati kong kaibigan from 3rd grade till now di ako nalilimutan. ive got 8 yahoo messenger (excuding batang.tondo kasi bago lang) and all of them are something like a full list  most yahoo rooms madami nakakakilala sakin. even na mamasyal lang ako sa ibang subdivision or another place pag uwi ko me bago na naman me kilala  masarap ang feeling ng ganun... and lumalago pa.

being friendly is not searching for something, kasi i think in general, its not something, for me friendship is Everything. everybody can leaves you but true people, true friends cannot. tested yan. if your disagree... isa lang ibig sabihin nun...

aba itatanong mo pa ba sa sarili mo? wulungyah itatanung mo pa sakin? alamin mo!

magulo ba? weh siguro kung maiintindihan mo, aba ang galing mo! (kahit me naguluhan sa sinulat ko! nyahaha) but siguro naman there are parts na natumbok ko ung topic ko or you just have to think kung ano ba talaga gusto kong sabihin...

"Friendship is the key to all relationships" me point ba ako or me point ka? comment ka your welcome.

nakakatampo kanina... kausap ko asawa kew kanina pa pala sya dun eh di nya kew pm pano ba naman ung pinangppm nya daw sakin ibang id  anu ba yun? tapos time na daw sya sabi kew kiss nya me sa cam bigla ba naman nag out kumiss na daw siya di kew nga nakita  huhuhu nakaka inis na nakakatampo. ka txt ku sya ngayun sabi nya kay papa nya bango2x daw papa nya pero mas mabango daw ako. sabi daw ni papa "Owwws?" nainggit nyahahaha!

miss ko na naman sya... sa saturday pa kami magkikita cant wait na.... ang tagal pa wah!!!

pero as always mahal na mahal ko sya... huhuhu uwi ka na kasi dito!!! done na!!!

Tied.By.Fate.08.02.06

just loopinga round from forums to forums taking new information regarding matters. markyctrigger forums and my nbc clan [pc:36] yahoo messenger forums. tinapos ko na din sa wakas ung last 38 pages na thesis ng nagpapa type sakin. pag me time either laro dota, audition of forums ulit. wala ung mga tropa sa ym (bakit kaya? and sabay2x?) baka napag usapan haha!

lagi na lang ganito, i mean, i can do work and pleasure at the same time, pero nakakapagod din, not the system of what im doing. system ng mismong work ang di ko na gusto. i know some of you eh nasabihan ko na about this one.

well this coming school year ill go refresh myself in education. i'll take my 2nd course [I.T.] cguro mas magugustuhan ko dito even though natapos ko na pagiging Computer Engineer ko, and most of it is all about computers kaya, go na ko ulit thats why malapit na ko mag quit dito sa shop like mid march or something. para makapag handa na din me.

well, im planning to build a pc shop to, i mean ung sakin talaga, but kapos ako eh, so pag nakaipon, go na ko, pero while im schooling, mag work pa din me, part time job lang kahit na ano basta magkaroon me extra income.

btw i met some new friends at markyctrigger forums. seems like younger than me pero ok lang, mababait, err maharot sa forums! lalo na sila tifanny chan certified forums pasaway lolz. atleast nalilibang ako postinga and reading their post.

na mimiss ko pa asawa ko >.< di ko sya masyado nakausap since smart eh dang tagal mag load sakin amf! tanghali me nagpa load nitong gabi ko lang natanggap aw xhietskies! anyways ka txt ko na sya ngayun hehe. di nya nga alam late na ko nag lunch ~.~ hehe peace tayu mah ha? love you haha!!!

tired, stressed, pero ok lang still alive and kicking kaya pang tumambay mimya hehe!

another day, same old xhietzkies. matatapos na din tong mga to, and i will start better than this one.

I Love You So Much Mah Ghie Kew!!!

we are [Tied.By.Fate.08.02.06]

well... it seems like masyado pang maaga para mag post for this day... abangan nyu mimya hehehe!!! (kung meron man nagbabasa nito i dont know) anu ba magandang gawin?

OMG!!! me naalala me na gagawin kew!!! FTW!!! dito na lang muna!!! nyahahah!!

happy v-day to all ^_^ love you mah ghie!!!

Tied.By.Fate.08.02.06

since ive been listening this ost from the movie fast and the furiuos 3, by reading the lyrics, nakaka relate me haha! well, its not accurate nor precise na ganun but still...

anyways ive been through a lot of work and work and specially work these past few days. busy on shop on barkada on home and of course sa asawa ko. hayzz miss na kita mah lapit na valentines day!!! ayii!!! sana mas mahaba ung time na spent natin on that day.

di pa pala buo ung new friendster profile ko. aywan kew ba kasi di me makapasok sa friendster becoz of lag sa internet and sa mismong site ng yahoo. pero bat pag sa ibang site like dito weh maayus naman? well i found out its about the auto caching of the page, wala pa kew maisip na solution but im searching for some answers, sana magawa na to.

ung asawa ko nag simba today, hinahanap daw me sa church? =O akew hinahanap? lolz!!! well masaya naman ung ganun atleast kahit paanu unti unti ng nabubuo ung wish ko na maging ok na ko sa lahat ng close nya specially to her family and friends.

well, its been another tiring days... malapit na ko umalis dito... kasi malapit na din me pasok sa la salle hehe magiging la sallista na ko =O hahaha!!! animo la salle!!! lolz!!!

ending this entry for now, haha im so tired today...

we are Tied by Fate 08.02.06 I Love You So Much Mah Ghie!

same old brand new? more projects as always haha. i just created my 1st clip on youtube just search for the tags "morbid ghie 080206 kled". weh... at that same day kew lang din natutunan hehe kaya pangit pa lol. weh... un lang naman as for yesterday ^_^ wala naman something new... different meron. err... its personal lol well dito na lang muna ^_^

well actually di ko expect na magkikita kami yesterday, just sitting here in front of my PC with snoox then bigla syang lumitaw... HMP! wala na namang pasabi na dadating! well im not surprised na kasi ginagawa naman nya talaga un... well dun na nagsimula na masaya... tawanan... wentuhan... chika dito... tawa dun... lambingan... hugs and kisses (sweet!) jejeje!

im not used to it pero everytime na nakakasama ko sya... iba eh... kilig factor ba yun? ajek! well since na miss na miss ko na sya di ba... and minsan na lang kami magkita... ganun din... well kahit naman nung everyday kami nagkikita kakilig pa din ajek!

di ko lang ma gets... lasing ba tong asawa ko or nag ddrugs? kasi... nung umuwi sya txt nya sakin... "cute mo pah" DUH?!! WTF??!! hahahaha! sya nagsabi nyan ha di ako >.< baka hadik lang lolz...

kaasar lang kagabi is this Globe network, late mga message ko sa kanya and vice versa, kaya ayun nakatulugan ako >.< nyahahaha! well ok lang as ive said basta nasulyapan ko lang kagandahan ng asawa ko... (nux!) weh ayus na sakin ajejejeje!

Inspite of all of this... syempre me mga bagay na dapat harapin... still me problem pa sa bahay nila... si mama lumalala na ung sakit as she tell the story... di ko maiwasang maawa even thought we're not that close enough... masakit din sakin na naghihirap sya kasi... nanay sya ng asawa ko... i dont know what to comment... di mo naman pwedeng i-command na ganito gawin ganyan... besides... kahit sila di nila mapilit si mama on what to do for her best... and sa pagkaka kwento ng asawa ko... sad to say... mahirap talaga...

hoping that things will made easier for them... sacrifice hanggat maari... wishning things will be better than taking step by step to worst... i know na kaya nila yun... basta mah you know naman andito ako lagi... as ive said di kita iiwan... di ko kayu iiwan...

Happy 3rd Monthsary Mah Ghie! I Love you so much po... Ingat ka palagi.. and take good care of yourself especially now kila mama ok? apir!

We are tied by fate...

Tangled by emotions, binded by love...

I Love You Margaret Espina-Odulio

August 2, 2006 5:03pm